Compromise in love Part-1

 Compromise in love Part-1

                   Raat ka vakt tha. Aur Car me beth kar Chhotaudepur se me ajmer ki aur ja raha tha. Sath me aur koi nahi par mere hone vali bhabhi ji, unki bahen aur dadi the.Baar baar gaadi ke pichhe aur dekhta aur sochta ke jo gaadi pichhe aa rahi he is tarah tamanna dobara mere pichhe aayegi ya nahi. Yaad kar raha tha vo pal jo mene tamanna ke sath pichle 1.5 saal me gujare the. Yaad kar raha to vo pal jab mene tamanna ko paheli baar dekha tha. Yaad kar raha to vo pal jab meri engejment hui thi. Vo baar baar hug karna aur har baat pe hotho ko hotho se chhuna yaad aa raha tha.

                

                 Ye un dino ki baat he jab me 6th std me tha.  Muje apne dur ke mama ki shadi me gandhinagar jana hua. Pahele bhi meri mulakat tamanna se hui thi par is baar thodi si samajdaari ke vajah se attract ho raha tha. Puri shadi me vo hamesha mere sath hi raheti thi aur dance bhi sirf mere sath ki karti thi. Muje lag raha tha ke vo b muje pasand kar rahi he. Shadi ke mahol me hamne bahut hi enjoy kiya tha par jab ghar janeka vakt aaya tab muje rona aa gaya. Dekha jaye to bachpan se hi me bahut hi emotional hu. Jab bhi me akle hota to uski yaad aa jati muje. Kuch dino baad mere ghar se thode dur halol gaav me vo rahene aa gaye. Muje laga ki ab use milna possible hoga. Milna possible to hua par pata chala ke uska ek boyfriend he halol me hi. Vo ladka sirf girls ko use karta tha. Bahut hi mene tamanna ko samjane ki kosis ki par nahi samji. Ek Break up hone ke baad fir se kisi aur ladke se use pyar ho gaya. Jiska name aamir tha aur vo uske ghar ke samne hi raheta tha.  Uske baad me bhi hiral  ko like karne laga jo meri school me thi aur best friend thi. Mene usko propse kiya tab uska javab na tha. Fir bhi dil ki feelings ko kon nikal sakta he? Aur un dino me me 11th std me pahuch chukka tha. 11th std ke ending pe mere parents ko laga ki me tamanna ko like karta hu par uska boy friend hone ki vajah se me nahi bata raha, par sach much abhi muje 1% bhi atterction ya pyar nahi tha. Fir bhi mom ne bataya ki use ek ache sathi ki zarurat he, aur jab sab kuch conform ho jayega to vo sirf tuje hi pasand karegi. Ghar valo ki khusi ki vajah se mene rista karne ki liye ha kaha. Aur 16th nov,2009 ko meri baat tai ho gai tamnna ke sath.  30th nov,2009 ko tammana aur uski bahen engagement ke liye ghar par aaye the. Vaha mene sab kuch puchha ki kya vo  engagement se khus he?, uski marzi se ye Engagement  kar rahi he?, sabhi answer positive the. Me to is baat ko lekar bahut khus bhi nahi tha aur dhuki bhi nahi tha.

                 4th march,2010 bahut hi lucky din tha mere liye. Us din meri engagement  thi tamanna ke sath. Ab puri family ko invite kiya gaya.  Ghar se jab me nikla tha tab to muje koi khusi ya gam ya koi feelings nahi thi par jab tamanna mere samne aayi tab mere dil us par aa gaya. Lal rang ki choli, Aankho me kajal aur sir pe bindi ke sath vo bahut hi khubsurat lag rahi thi.  Vese islami tarike me ring pahenate nahi he par usne muje apne hato se ring pahenai, aur photos lete vakt pichhe se usne mera hath bhi pakade rakha tha. Ab muje andar se khusi  mahesus ho rahi thi. Engagement baad muje ghar jaane ka bhi man nahi ho raha tha. Par ab aaye he to jaana to padega hi.

ye usika diya hua phool he jo aaj bhi mere paas he.

Dhire dhire din bitne lage ham roz phone ya message se baat  karte. Mere friends ka kahena tha ki engagement ke baad me unse milta nahi hu, baat nahi karta aur change ho gaya hu. Sachmuch me change ho gaya tha. Tammana ke aalava muje kuch bhi nahi sujta tha.Jab bhi ham milte to me use hug karta aur kiss karta, Ha usse jyada mene kuch karne ko nahi socha tha kyoki jobi hoga shadi ke baad kiya jayega. Koi na koi bahane ghar valo ko kabhi bata kar ya kabhi bataye bager bhi me use halol ya gandhingar milne jaya karta. Vo bhi kai baar baroda me rahi. Jab vo baroda me raheti thi tab me thoda busy hote hue bhi vakt nikalta aur milta. Uske sath sath vo muje letter bhi likhti jo aaj bhi mere paas he. Ab muje usse bahut hi pyar ho chukka tha aur trust bhi muje bahut tha. Har baar ham ghumne jaate , party karte bahut sari pyar bhari baate karte aur usme vobhi muje bahut response deti vo muje bahut hi achhacha lagta.

Muje lagta ki mene sab kuch paa liya he. Par hamesha muje tamanna ko khone ka dar raheta???

 Ab hamari engagement ko 1.5 years ho chukka tha. Tamanna kisi aur ladke se baat karti  ya kisi se bhi friendship rakhti vo muje koi problem nahi thi par mene kaha tha ke jobi ho muje uske bare me batana (Chhupane se galat femi ho sakti he isliye). Kai baar vo kisi ke sath phone par chhupke se baat karti. Mene jaane ki kosis ki to pata chal ki koi ladka he. Jiska name goutam he. Usse puchhne par vo rone lagi aur trust nahi he muje a sa bolne lagi. Paheli baar let go kiya par dusri baar mere bhai ki engagement me bhi mene notice kiya ke vo akele rahene ki kosis kar rahi he aur chhupke se call attend kar rahi he. Bhai ki engagement me bhi use hone chahiye tha par uske pahele hi vo halol nikal gai,Mere ghar vaalo ki ankahi  baato ka bura maan kar. Vo sab bhi mene ignore kiye sirf uske pyar ki vajah se. papa to samaj gaye the. Fir bhi jo galat femi thi vo mene mitane ki kosis ki par ab pahele ki tarah vo muje response nahi deti thi. Meri baat ko unsuna karti, har muje ignore karti. Vo baar baar galtiya karti aur aur mujse ruth jaati, har baar ki tarah me uske paas jaata aur galti na hone ke bavjud bhi me usse maafi magta. Jab me use call karta hardam call busy hi raheta. Isliye mene 3 din tak call ya message nahi kiya. Last me jab mujse nahi raha gaya to mene use call kiya aur call karne ki vajah puchhi to usne bataya ki? “ Me dekhna chahti thi ke tum call karte ho ya nahi?” Gussa aane ke bavjud me apne pyar ki vajah se use kuch bol nahi pata. Jo muje nahi pasand tha vo baar baar karti. Usi doran use kamla ho gaya. Baar baar kahene ke baavjud vo kuch ilaj hi nahi kar rahi thi.  Isliye me use forcefully apne ghar laya aur use hospital lekar gaya. Use yaha nahi achcha lag raha tha. isliye usne apne papa ko call karke kaha ke muje lejao. Usi doran mene notice kiya ki jab me use halol se baroda lekar  aa raha tha tab phone par baat karte hue kaha ki, “ me kuch dino ke liye baroda ja rahi hu, 2-3 din me aajugi, vaha tak muje call mat karna”. Mene puchha to usne bataya ki “ kitni baar kahu tumhe??? Jab dekho tab tum mujpe sak karte ho…. Phone par meri friend thi naziya di di, jo muje shadi me mili thi. Aur koi nahi he”. Vo baad me halol to chali gai par muje man hi man lag raha tha ki mere sath kuch bura ho raha he. Pata lagan ke liye me uske ghar 3 din raha, usi doran mene tamanna ke phone se vo number le liya jisse vo baat karti thi.

Pata laga ke us number par koi ladka tha. Tabhi usne mujse kaha ki “naziya didi ka call aaya tha aur puchh rahe the ke tumne call kiya tha unko??? Agar ha to bata du ke Phone par uska bhai tha, jiska name arhan he”.  Is baat se sak kam ho gaya. Par baarbaar kahene ke bavjud bhi vo baat karti, isliye mene tamanna ki bhen se baat ki, aur mera aur arhan ki baat ka recording sunaya to unhone bataya ki phone par aamir he jo uska ex-bf tha. Sun kar muje yakin nahi hua. Fir bhi is baat ko ignore karke mene tamanna se achche se rahene ki kosis ki par koi bhi badlav usme dikha nahi isliye last me mene call karke usse ladai karli. Usi doran mera khana pina band ho gaya, aur tammana ka khanpina jyada ho gaya. Takriban 2 mounth baad  mere mama yushuf ne hamari suleh karne ke liye bulaya tab puri matter mene batayi. Muje tamnna ko chhod na bhi tha aur bhula bhi nahi pa raha tha use. Isliye ham dono ke ghar vale ek sath mile aur sab ke samne tamanna muje gaali bolne ke bavjud mene usse rista nahi toda. Kyoki hamara rista tutne se aur baahut se riste tut sakte the. Rista to hogaya par ab khuch khali gamle ki tarah lag raha tha. Me usse paheli ki tarah baat nahi kar pata, use call ya message nahi karta. Par jab usne mere bhai-bhabhi ko dekha to use jellies fill hui aur rone lagi. Usi doran muje apni maami ji ka call aaya aur muje samjaya ki use apni bhul ka Aheshah he use maaf karde. Isliye mene bhi kosis ki ke use maaf kardu aur pahele ki tarah usse pyar karu.

Bas yahi tak thi meri kahani.

BBA BAAZIGAR SEASEON 7

BBA BAAZIGAR SEASEON 7

  BbA BAaZiGaR

Agar dekha jaye to BBA BAAZIGAR Events bahut hi intresting and helpful event he.  Last one year se me is event ka wait kar raha tha. BBA BAAZIGAR me ham ko minimum 4^th aur maximum 7^th member ka team work or business karna hota he. Me pichhle 1 month se is events ki tyyari me laga hua tha aur mere sath mera friend bilal bhi. Kuch member hame starting me mil to gaye par jese jese event ke din nazdik aaaye vese vese member ko apna kaam yaad aane laga aur nikal ne lage.  Jab form submission ka aakhri din tha tab mene apne firend list se different faculty se team banayi. 7^th member hue bhi par ek baat ka afsos hua ki jisne hame help ki thi, pooja usike papa ne usko event me rahene se mana kar diya. 

Rahi aur members ki baat vo ready ho gaye DACAZEMOAN round ke liye. Vese first round Presentation ka tha jisme 4^th members ko hi jana tha. Ied ka din hone ke bavajud hame jana pada. Aur khas baat to batana bhul hi gaya ki The Royals team ka me CEO tha. 

 STALL OF THE ROYALS

Next day on 26^th January Hamne subah 6 baje hi apni jagah rok li, product, faraskhana ye sab se pahele se hi baat ho chuki thi.  Hame DaCAZEMOAN Round me 500/- se business karna hota aur sponsorship bhi ham le sakte he. Sayad Din ko 12 baje sab kuch ready ho gaya aur hamne business star kiya. Hamare Business me chatpatedar Panipuri, Dahipuri,sevpuri, bread buttur,jam butter food items thi aur game me AAZMA LUCK AAZMA and dart game thi. AAZMA LUCK AAZMA game gabler sabit hone ki vajah se band kar di gai thi. Dart game par to koi aata hi nahi tha. So pura business food items par hi chal raha tha.

 CEO OF THE ROYALS

 Samosa aur tea bhi hamne costumers ko provide kiya. 26^th January ki vajah se hame bahut hi response mila, aur puri events hamne bahut enjoy bhi kiya, joki mere garam svabhav ke karan nirja ko mene rula bhi diya.In the last jab hamne selling dekha to pata chala ke hame loss hua he, par is baat ka hame zara bhi afsos nahi hua. ha certificate, management of bba team aur T-Shiest ko lekar hame bahut hi dukh hua.